It takes dedication,courage and acceptance to let go of the world you once knew and become new wholey....!
It comes from within,moves you from within,leaves you scared,confused,in doubt with loads of questions bashing your skull,heart and conscience....!
"What if they don't believe me,what if they call me fake,what if they laugh at me...."
It is hard being a Christian,yet very rewarding......it is hard being a believer....but it is worth every effort you make for at the end of the day,you and you alone will answer to to your lord.
Fear drives all to that is human into decisions taken out of it....some yield positive results( leap of faith) and some teaches us lessons we already knew,just feared embracing/accepting them......