cross processed for the first time (kodak ektachrome E100VS - a vivid saturation colour slide film). it took me two spools before this before I let go of my need to see things the way I shoot them. out of principle (and I guess a lack of know-how) I don't touch up colours. it's not real. I wonder if my relationship with photo taking will change if I get a digital camera.
I'm reaching this year
I hope you get to too.
good luck and faith's grace.
